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Friday, February 13, 2004And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on me, shine on until tomorrow, let it be. Song of the moment: Enrique Iglesias - Hero, Beatles - Let it Be Peace has come. My heart is no longer filled with anxiousness or worry. But... But is this really the peace I seek? Is this really the eternal calm? The answers I do not know, only time will tell... Well, its all done and over with. I have passed her the gift and she gracefully accepted it. As wallz usually says "GG" (Good game). However, after I passed her the present, I somehow felt a little unfufilled, this business still feeling a bit unfinished. Perhaps, because things did not go as I wanted. It was supposed to be after class in campus, I was supposed to confess my feelings to her in private after that...and she was supposed to say that she didn't have any feelings for me romantically. Then we were supposed to agree that we should stay as friends. Of course, nothing goes according to plan. As I said previous post, she wasn't planning to come to school today and obviously she didn't. This thoroughly messed the majority of my plans. So I switched to Plan B. I tried to arrange a meeting between the two of us during her lunch break. She then asked me to meet her at her work place, which of course I agreed without question. Then Moo, who agreed to follow me earlier in the morning changed his mind and left with a few of his other friends. So, Kris, Gary, Keting, Serena and her sister decided to join in the fun to give me moral support. At Taka, the girls graciously went somewhere else to buy their own Valentine's Day gift, the guys of course stayed on to watch the show. Now, I thank the lord that she was the only one in the stall, if there were others, I would probably have died from embarassment. Still, it being in public already raised the akwardness quotient by a couple of levels. I was kind of hoping that she was expecting a gift from me but from the look she gave me when I passed it to her, she obviously didn't expect it (at least I didn't think so...). So I was there, kind of babbling something about the gift having no special meaning etc... Not really one of my best moments, but I agree it could have been a lot worse. So in the end, no confession, only the simple babblings of a nervous guy in the middle of a shopping centre...which is good really, even if she doesn't like me, I sincerely hope that we can remain friends. Now, enough about my love life... SJ has fallen sick again...flu apparently. I think I am a little ill too, slight fever, sore throat and I think I am starting to have muscle aches (but of course that could be due to me using the computer keyboard a little too much ^_^). I'll pray for both of us before I turn in. Oh and before I forget, apparently I not the only one whos interested in someone...(hehe...watch what you put on the blog, shelter...). I sincerely hope that he has a better ending than me. He's a smart, frank and sometimes caring person. He deserves a happy ending...just like all of us. |
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