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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

What I can't express in simple words, let it be in melodious Song...

Song of the moment: 'N Sync - Girlfriend

In the middle of the night
Is he gonna be by your side?
Or will he run and hide?
You don't know cause things ain't clear
And baby when you cry
Is he gonna stand by your side?
Does the man even know you're alive?
I got an idea

Won't you be my girlfriend
I'll treat you good (I'll treat you good girl)
I know you hear your friends when they say you should
'Cause if you were my girlfriend
I'd be your shining star
The one to show you where you are
Girl you should be my girlfriend
Girlfriend by 'N Sync

I've learnt the past week that if you can't handle the answer, then you shouldn't ask the questions. Of course, I learnt it the hard way. So for much of the past few days I was in a perpetual state of annoyance. Not even my entire hard drive's MP3 collection could calm my agitated state. In the end, it was speaking to KK which finally settled my nerves. Naturally, you, the reader, would ask me, "What exactly caused my state of annoyance?". Well, those people who need to know already know and if you don't know, obviously you're one of those who don't need to know. If I feel that you need to know or when I am on one of my 'Word Vomit' moments, then I'll tell you so don't worry. ^_^
(To those who know: How I really feel about...'ahem'...I've already said thus I won't repeat it here EVEN though it'll make for 'entertaining' reading for all its 'color'...)

Had my one and only common test today in School and I am probably going to get the usual results for this particular subject so there's no need to enquire about how I think I did. Then went to meet KK in Bugis for a couple of rounds of pool. Of course, I lost nearly every round I played against him by a considerable margin. But then it wasn't just a game of pool, I asked him to give me 'a couple of tips' to improve my game (In preparation for a certain game against (?) in the near future?). It helped a lot of course for which I am very thankful to KK for his patient advice and coaching.

I am planning to watch Hayao Miyazaki sensei's Howl's Moving Castle by this week (Thursday/Friday/Saturday) so anyone interested can apply for the position of Companion to Anthony Chia. For enquiries, please call my HP or leave a message at the tag board. Please note that there's is more than one place available so there will be no need to murder, maim or coerce others who also apply for the position. Only in certain circumstances will I reduce the number of places available. So start applying NOW!!

Monday, February 14, 2005

Will YOU be my Valentine?

Song of the moment: Jon Bon Jovi - Everyday

I used to be the kind of guy
Who'd never let you look inside
I'd smile when I was crying
I had nothing but to a lot to lose
Thought I had a lot to prove
In my life there's no denying

Goodbye to all my yesterdays
Goodbye, so long, I'm on my way

I had enough of crying, bleeding, sweating, dying
Hear me when I say, gonna live my life everyday
I'm gonna touch the sky, spread these wings and fly
I ain't here to play
Gonna live my life everyday
Everyday by Jon Bon Jovi

4 days past my Blog's Birthdate and its Valentine's Day!! Happy Valentine's Day to all singles. It is the day where we should celebrate our 'single-ness' instead of moping around since we don't have a girlfriend.

The reason I started this blog a little over a year ago was to use it as a sort of outlet for what I was feeling then. Now, this blog has become more than that. It's a place where people can get to know me better and read about my experiences through my Polytechnic life. It also serves as a sort of link, where my Poly friends learn about what I do outside and for my other friends to see what Poly life is all about. From what I know, quite a few people now know about my blog. I don't really know if that's a good thing but I guess I'll find out soon enough.

Saw a lot of people selling heart-shaped ballons, roses and the like everywhere today. From Bishan MRT till the deep recesses of NYP were people promoting the celebration of love. Nat and Gary didn't make it to school today. Why? Well, I am not one to speculate or make assumptions...(Probably celebrating Valentine's Day in private with their respective steads?)
I could see that SJ wasn't really a big fan of Valentine's Day this year in contrast to Serena, who bought all the girls in our class flowers and chocolates. We all have our own interpretation and opinions about Valentine's Day. Me? Well, I am more or less neutral about it...for now anyway.
A couple of months ago, I was wondering whether I'll be celebrating V Day, one way or another. Obviously things won't always go according to plan. We'll see what God has in store for me this year...

Did the Sharing in Church yesterday. Sharing your personal experience with God in front of the entire Youth did make me nervous. Though it was a little short, I think it went alright. I'll probably never do that again...or at least for some undefined period of time.

Amazingly, I haven't started counting my Hongbao money. I'll probably do it tonight or something like that. Thus, I'll probably make a visit to POSB bank before month's end. Hope to bolster my bank account by quite a bit though I am planning to get a few DVDs or VCDs soon...

Monday, February 07, 2005

Crossroads of my Life...

Song of the moment: GAGAGA SP - Hajimete Kimi To Shabetta (Naruto 8th ED)

Bokura tada shaberikaketara meiwaku ni omoukara
Sonna fuan wo kakate yuuki wo dashite mita yo
Umaku shaberenai boku no bukiyou na hanashi
Kimi wa mimi sorasazuni chanto kiitekuretayo

soredakede boku wa ukareteshimau no sa
Dakedo kimi wa boku nante nantomo omottenaiyo ne
Setsunai yo

(If people like me just spoke to you, you would think we're annoying
I have such anxiety, but I have the courage to speak out
I'm not able to speak too well, so I tell you something awkward
You listened to me without ignoring me

That made me really happy
But you don't think anything of me
That's sad
Hajimete Kimi To Shabetta by GAGAGA SP

I believe everything that has happened from last month till now is God's plan in telling me that I have a choice to make. This crossroad, would probably affect at least the next 3 years of my life. With each passing moment, the deadline draws closer...I don't feel sure of myself anymore...

As everyone (at least those in Singapore...) should know, the Lunar New Year will be coming upon us this Wednesday. I ,of course, am looking forward to bolstering my POSB bank account with more purple, red and blue pieces of paper issued by the Monetary Authority of Singapore. The family from my Dad's side will be coming over tomorrow for reunion dinner so I'll be expecting my first red packet then.

Went to J8 for a little last minute shopping with Mom today. Got a long sleeved shirt at G2K(rather expensive if I might add...) and it looks good. Might wear it on Wednesday to my Grandfather's house. Then went gaming with Kris, Wallz, Moo and Moo's friend, Virus, at LANLAB at Thomson. It was rather enjoyable, considering it was 3 hours ++ of DOTA all the way.

Whichever way I choose, come the deadline, I hope you all won't hold any ill feelings for my choice.

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