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Thursday, February 19, 2004


Happiness can only be created by your own hands...only you can make your hopes and dreams become reality.


Song of the moment: Day-Break - Cross My Heart (Ayashi No Ceres 2nd ED)


Without experiencing the pains of life, one can never appreciate the joys of living...
When you're sad, let me be your shoulder to cry on...when you're happy, let me be the one you share your joy with...when you're down, let me be the one to make you smile...


Its only now then I realize how much the past eight months in Nanyang Polytechnic have changed my emotional state and my outlook towards life. Meeting new friends, experiencing new things...and...falling in love, I guess.

Having been in a Boys' School for ten years, it was a rather big surprise for me to be thrown into a mixed environment. Meeting girls whom you'll spend the next three years with was to me a...interesting experience. I wouldn't say that I didn't 'size-up' the girls in my class, see who I could be friends with, who could be girlfriend material...etc. Because, fact is, I did, in the beginning at least. Had you told me at that time that I would develop feelings for 'Her', I would not have believed it...probably.

Then, I remember the first time we went out as a class proper (the Keting organised trip to watch "Twins Effect" not counting). It was a trip to East Coast to eat steamboat. We were celebrating both SJ's and my birthdays. It was great fun...that was also when I found out that Wallz was a dedicated gamer (^_^).
I also remember my first karaoke session with them at Cuppage Road. The very first time I sang karaoke, of all songs, I choose "Fly Me To The Moon"...looking back, I realize it was not a very good song to sing...especially when you're a guy.

Of course, there's also...the time when I started liking her. Moo was there too. I wanted to go to Toa Payoh's branch of Tenchi Comics to buy a couple of manga. It was on the train trip there. Although I don't remember what exactly we were talking about, but I remember how much it hurt when she punched my shoulder and how beautiful her smile was when she was laughing. It probably will be one of those things which I'll find it hard to forget.

Sometimes, I still wish things never changed...that I was still studying with the old gang, YX, Darryl, Bao Loon, Joseph, even Kelvin. Though they lead different lives from me now, we are still united together, in one way or another...mainly, of course, because of friendship. Still, we all moved on with our lives, made new friends, the like. Never be like the child who keeps looking back at the place he just left, and miss the beautiful sunrise in front of us...



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