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Wednesday, February 11, 2004I will stay true always...whatever the situation, whatever the cost... Song of the moment: Ayashi no Ceres - Scarlet (Piano solo) I find myself trapped, confined by my own emotions. I hang on to your every word and expression...you have the ability to control my every move, my everyday mood. As I struggle against it, I find myself losing control, my shell breaking apart. Is it fate? Finally, I have purchased it. In the end, I decided on a pair of earrings with a kind of translucent stone at the end. Although it wasn't what I had in mind, I sincerely hope that it is able to convey my feelings effectively. Yes, she probably won't accept my feelings or even worse, she may not even accept my gift but its a chance I'll have to take. As I said previous post, I refuse to make the same mistake as the last time. Still, it was a nice day I guess. She and I had one of those decent conversations, even though it was concerning class work...it was a conversation nonetheless. As it turned out, not only did SJ come along, so did Jon, Gary and Kris. It was at times like this where I could feel the kind of camaraderie I missed ever since leaving Barker. Jon was cheerful as usual, doing his usual 'Finger rolls' and spouting sometimes very 'Shen ao' comments, Kris was...well, I guess he really needs to find that special someone, Gary was being...well Gary. Even though I feel left out at times, when everybody seems to be in a world of their own, I feel that meeting friends like them is one of the high points in my life. Even now, I still feel a little guilty about dragging them all the way out to Orchard without buying anything (I bought it at Bishan, before reaching home), despite them saying it was alright... SJ had some kind of allergic reaction to some food yesterday and missed half of the day's classes. Still he made it for EF lab today. Its great to know that he's a very 'jiang yi qi' kind of person. I'll pray for his condition before turning in tonight. I had a nice talk about life with him in the taxi on the way home. I guess I was the one talking most of the time, complaining about being in a Boy's school for ten years blah blah...I really hope that his relationship with Paey Ren can develop though. He really deserves it. |
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