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Thursday, February 12, 2004

Yesterday our troubles seemed so far away...

Song of the moment: Beatles - Yesterday

Tomorrow is the day. For the past month, I have waited in anticipation for the day to come. However, my plans will have to change, as she will not be coming to school tomorrow. This makes my confession a lot harder as I will have to meet her in a public location. Chances are, I'll just pass her the gift and leave. Not only that, I think she probably knows about my feelings. Hopefully things will go well...

Today was in a sense alright. Its good to see that SJ has recovered from his allergy and Jon from his bruised knee. However, Jonathan just didn't seem to be in much of a mood today (Didn't do too many "Finger Rolls" today.). Really like to see him back to normal. Kris is still his usual wise-cracking self. Gary, not suprisingly skipped class today, overslept apparently (As usual ^_^). Today was also the start of NYP's Open house. Saw a couple of former schoolmates on the way to school. No news yet from Aki, who said he'll come. Didn't see Olivia either, not that I've seen her before anyway. Its unlikely she'll come as she lives in Tampines if I am correct. As we were watching Raizan's performance at the atrium, I noticed that Paey Ren is really warming up to SJ. Its a great sign really, SJ is one of those people in my class whom really deserves to find a girlfriend. But when it comes to project work, its kind of a 'disaster' of sorts. As I have told him repeatedly, I don't really mind that he goes to woo Paey Ren but its starting to interfere with our Project work (Our semestral project is still in the middle of nowhere as none of our ideas have been accepted by the lecturer).
Today's worst moment really was when Moo confirmed that she wasn't coming to school tomorrow. I nearly screamed in frustration right there and then. Looks like tomorrow afternoon or Saturday will be the time I make my move.

About Moo, I wouldn't deny that there were times when I was jealous about his relationship with her. Its probably an undeniable fact that she warms up to him especially well compared to the rest of us. At times, I just stand there and seethe in jealousy. I did ask him a couple of times about their relationship. He has continually maintained that he has never had any romantic feelings for her and only treats her as a friend. Sometimes, I look at them and I wonder whether what he says is true. However, he is my friend. True Friends are there to be trusted, to help, and to share your problems with.

What I am doing tomorrow is something I shouldn't do. As a Christian, I should never date non-Christians, whatever their age or race. However, despite it all...I have gone too far...all I can do is make sure I don't go too far out and...pray.

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