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Friday, March 26, 2004


Living the life...going the distance...how long can I last?


Song of the moment: Shin - 離歌 (Li Ge)

I just got back from Gary's place in Bukit Panjang. He lives in a very nice, immaculately designed condominium. In fact, I am rather envious he lives in such a nice place. But no matter, I was actually there for Serena's Birthday celebration (Serena also brought her sister(?) along...she seems like quite a nice person). We had a barbecue down stairs by the swimming pool with the usual kind of food, you know like Satay, Hotdogs, Crab Sticks, etc. Now, I am beginning to think my poly class has some kind of intense liking for BBQ's. Still, at least the food was enjoyable and I did to an extent enjoy myself there (Gary has this really cute dog...). Of course, my only regret was that due to my slightly absent-minded nature, I forgot to bring Serena's Birthday present which I bought together with SJ.

Honestly, contary to what a few of my non-poly friends think, my personal life is not the smoothest of roads. Sometimes I do really crazy stuff and leave a "not-so-good" impression to the people around me. Then, there is also the matter of a certain girl in my class whom I kind of liked for quite some time. For some reason, I am beginning to think that she finds it difficult to talk or hang around me on a social basis. In between classes or during lunch, I find that she doesn't mix or talk with me unless absolutely necessary. Even during the BBQ, she said a grand total of two sentences to me (which involved a joke about SJ not being able to eat shelled seafood). I find it very...unnerving I guess... I guess the good thing is that she doesn't really affect me the way she did a few months ago (Recently, I find myself relating to experiences in various animes and books...perhaps this is similar to Ginny's (Read Harry Potter) situation in Book 4/5...minus the attatched part I guess...).

No one knows what will happen in the future, but we all should live our life the way we (and God) wants it. Lets just let the future decide for itself...



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