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Monday, March 22, 2004


Reaching up for the sky...


Song of the moment: Hysteric Blue - Kakuteru (Spiral ED)

Ichinichi ga konna ni nagaku kanjiru no ni ichinen ga konna ni hayaku sugiteshimau
Ichinen wo konna ni hayaku kanjirunoni isshou wa donna umaku ikirareru deshou


(One day seems to feel very long but one year passes by very quickly...
One year seems to feel very quick but how well will I be able to live my life?)
Kakuteru by Hysteric Blue

Some days can flash by like a bolt of lightning, yet other days can pass by as slow as highway traffic on rush hour. Well as they say, times passes fast when you're having fun.
I met my "Xiao Mei", Olivia on Sunday. For one, I was late. Not a very good impression to give a girl on your first proper meeting. Of course, it wasn't really helped by the fact that I was secretly followed by three friends (and former schoolmates) of mine from church. I only found out when I was waiting for her outside Orchard Emerald and coincidentally glanced in the direction of MOS burger. I figured she was a bit surprised (or shocked?) to find a bunch of guys waiting for her (I was more annoyed than surprised, I should have expected something like that from Shu Wei...). She left straight away after I passed her a CD which I helped her write. Initially, it did give the impression that she was a little rude. However, considering there were three extra guys there and her drawing class had started...so I guess its forgivable. Anyways, we did have a sizable SMS conversation later, lasting from 4 PM to 11:30 PM (She also broke my record for the number of SMSes sent to a single person in a day. I don't have the exact numbers but its probably around 60?). I've never had such a decent conversation with a girl ever before, so I figured it was an interesting experience.

Today in school, Natalie seemed to be more energized and 'Hyper' than usual. Probably a good thing I guess. F4 (Gary, Jon, SJ and Kris) or at least the ones who were present (SJ and Kris), Serena, Winnie, Ryan and I had a conversation with Keting about his BF, Ivan during lunch. I did find out a little bit about him, he's 21, doing his NS now. Apparently Keting and Ivan met online and they have been going out for about a month. Interesting thing is, Ivan, whether on purpose or not, seems to be dropping hints to Keting about 'going to the next stage', if you know what I mean. Like when a guy tells a girl that they should 'Strike when the iron is hot' and asks whether oral sex should be done before or after marriage...it seems to be that he's a bit eager to do something 'different' with Keting (Still, he's quite bold and daring...a lot more than Gary anyways and that's saying something.). So we all advised Keting to be wary about his intentions and be on her guard in case something happens.

I am starting to feel that its not possible to start any kind of relationship with 'Her'. She just seems...a bit cold to me I guess. I would like everyone to know that I am not desperate (unlike...Ahem...a certain guy in my class) and I am genuinely interested in her. Look, I know you probably have no feelings for me but I really wouldn't like it to affect my friendship with you, alright? Yes it sounds stupid, but I really treasure the friendship I have with you...



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