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Saturday, April 24, 2004


The more you ignore, the more I notice...


Song of the moment: L'Arc~en~Ciel - The Fourth Avenue Cafe

Kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari wo tsugeta ne
Idorareta kioku ni yosete
Sayonara ai wo kureta ano hito wa
Kono hitomi ni yurameite ita

Togirenai kimochi nante
Hajime kara shinjite nakatta
Utsuri yuku machinami ni tori nokosareta mama


(The season quietly announced its end
Drawing closer to colored memories
Farewell, to the one who gave me love
The image of you is flickering in my eyes

Unending feelings...
I'd never believed in such things
And so I was left behind as the masses moved on)
The Fourth Avenue Cafe by Le'Arc~en~Ciel
Dedicted to my certain someone, even if we can't be together, I hope we can be friends always


Today, I finished the last of my common tests for my non-examinable subjects. This essentially means that it's one week to exams, for which I have not prepared of course. All I can hope for is to pass all of them...

On Thursday, I went to watch 'Dawn of The Dead' after class with SJ, Kris, Jon and Natalie. Even before the movie, during dinner, I could sense a sort of underlying tension. She clearly wasn't totally comfortable in my presence. I am really starting to get annoyed by this. She trys her very best not to speak to me unless necessary (or at least I am given this impression). If you don't like me in anyway, just say so and I'll try not to disturb you anymore.

Of course, since Natalie was there and my feelings for her are clearly an open secret within our class, you have to expect 3/4 of the F4 to come out with some kind of plan to get me and her together. Their plan was to get the first 3 seats, then let me be the barrier between them and her, thus forcing her to speak to me rather than them. While we were finding our seats, she probably could sense some kind of plan and she tried to catch up with those three in front. She got in front of me and ended up in what was supposed to be my seat and I ended up sitting at hers. Despite the fact that I was sitting next to her, she rather speak to Kris than me and it ended up with Kris being 'harassed' by Natalie throughout the movie (Not that I would mind being harassed by her of course...).

After the movie and on the way home (Nat took the bus, we took MRT), the group of us guys had an interesting conversation about what we would have done had we been in a life and death situation with zombies. I wouldn't want to go into the specifics but it soon turned into a conversation about Kris and Jon's sexual preferences...I don't think you would want to know what they were saying...



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