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Tuesday, May 11, 2004


My mind is in a whirl, confusion and chaos reigns...


Song of the moment: 杜德偉 (Andy Toh) - 原來我 love you so much (ED Theme for 第8號當舖 (Pawnshop no. 8) ), David Gates - I can't play the song

Sorry that I haven't been blogging for awhile. I just finished my exams last Saturday and for once, I don't feel overjoyed that the exams are over. I am seriously dreading my Maths results and in a sense, prepared (well...not so prepared actually...) for the worse. For the past few days, a lot has been going through my mind and honestly, I feel that I am really losing my focus on life. I found out something the day before my Maths exam which really made me lose my concentration and I feel disappointed at myself over it. Sometimes, I don't know who am I and what am I doing anymore. I really need to pull myself back together again and move on, otherwise I'll lose myself in this whirlpool of self-pity which is seriously detrimental to my emotional development as a person and a christian.

Went to watch Van Helsing with JY, John, Shu Wei and Kenneth on Sunday. I was intending to go watch that movie with someone else but...things happen and situations change. Maybe if...
The movie was alright, not the most fantastic. Kind of like a bunch of action scenes strung together by a passable storyline. I'll give it a 3.5/5.
It was nice to see JY and John again. Although we aren't as close as we were back in ACS(BR), they're still good friends of mine. We'll probably watch this Holiday's most anticipated movie (Not the one about the insect man...but the one about a certain Boy-Who-Lived?) together with the rest of the Barker gang.

Since the beginning of this year, I have kept telling myself not to let chances slip away and seize the moment. However, time and time again I find myself regretting over things I could have done but did not. As it says in Isaiah 55:9, 'As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.'. I pray that he leads me onto the correct path and perhaps...the right person for me?



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