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Sunday, July 18, 2004


Looking forward...it's not the end, it's a new beginning...for me at the very least


Song of the moment:  Shin - One Night In Beijing

I don't know whether have I really let go or not. I am feeling this sense of...'joy and relief' if you can call it that. Now that I think of it, perhaps I have unknowingly released that burden. I want to stop looking back and get on with my life...you know, just get it over with. Perhaps, I knew it all along...
 
The past week has been somewhat of a blur to me. I was seriously sick at the beginning of the week and went to a doctor on Monday, who promptly gave me an MC for one day. A weird feeling you know, getting my first MC in years, my last time probably in Primary school. Thankfully, I feel a lot better now.
German lesson on Thursday was somewhat enjoyable. Whether my appeal is successful or not, I don't really care anymore. I'll just let God decide where he wants to put me.
I've also been reading lots of Harry Potter and the Order Of The Phoenix. (Current Chapter - 25 'The Beetle At Bay') You know, maybe I am reading to much into it, but I am absolutely positive about the Ron/Hermione and Harry/Ginny pairings. It's practically the most appropriate pairings to end the series with. I am also considering about writing Harry Potter fanfictions, time-allowing of course.  
I had dinner with Yap Xiong and Josh Yong on Friday. Having people like them to talk to is a real relief to myself, and probably it's the same for the two of them. We had this real good talk about our lives in general and for that brief amount of time, I was talking and enjoying myself with no inhibitions. I really wouldn't want to imagine what life will be like without people like them, Melvin and Daniel.
 
You know, it feels great when I stop looking back and finally realize that there's so much more in front of me.





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