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Sunday, December 26, 2004

All I want for Christmas is...

Song of the moment: Fence of Defence - 13 Gatsu no Shukumei (El Hazard : The Alternative World OP)

So, I guess its official...Melodie has outright rejected Melvin Lim Shu Wei's confession of undying love. Before writing this entry, I took the time to read both of their blogs for an idea of how I might comment about what has happened between them so far. Now, if you would read Melvin's blog (look to the left side of the blog for link...), me calling it a "confession of undying love" is really not an attempt at being corny ("...you will be the only girl i will think of everyday and night and no one else..."). True, it might sound a little corny but Melvin's feelings for her are undeniable. So, what I have to say to Melvin is this: Don't ever blame yourself for not making this relationship work and I am very sure you will find someone else. There will always be someone more deserving and appreciative of your feelings.

To Melodie (link of blog is just below Melvin's...): Now, I have never EVER thought of you as a bad person. PERIOD. Whatever happens between you and him is not my business but the fact that he's my best friend and to see him getting rejected like that is really unfair. The reason I say its unfair is because I really understand how he feels through personal experience (Ask any of my poly classmates if you want...). Also, if you just want to leave church because of a 'spiritual low' then go ahead. Just don't ever put your relationship with Melvin as one of the reasons for leaving. I doubt you are that shallow to leave just because of that...

Now...about me. As I have said in my previous entry, I seriously doubt that you would read this but since I only have the courage to express this in words (for now anyway)...
He told me what you two had talked about this evening. To be honest, I have absolutely no idea whether to take what he said at face value. But the fact that he's my best friend means I trust him.
It's probably true now that I think about it. I definitely should have made a move earlier to indicate that I was interested in you as more than a friend. To tell you the truth, I probably started liking you somewhere before your birthday this year (Please have it in your heart to forgive me for forgetting what date your birthday is... T_T) or perhaps even earlier. The reason why I didn't make a move was because I was still suffering from a rejection earlier in the year (If you're wondering, it's the personal experience I was referring to earlier) (To Her: Even if you consider it just an excuse, just hear me out...). For awhile, I just thought it was just rebound behavior and for a short period, it probably was. I don't think you would have went out with me at that time if you knew it was just rebound behaviour. But without a doubt, time changes everything. Somehow or rather, it just...developed into something real. Well, I still don't know how 'We' will turn out just yet...but if you would just give me one chance...

So I guess you all finally know what I really want for Christmas...

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