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Monday, January 10, 2005

Lord...please give me the Strength to let go once again...

Song of the moment: Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

Recently or more accurately, yesterday, I've had this feeling of deja-vu...you know, that feeling that you're experiencing something familiar again. It's as if I am going through it all over again and there's no way you can stop it. I am going to reiterate the fact that I don't deserve this sort of 'cold-shoulder' treatment. I've never thought that you'll 'ignore' me the same way Natalie did to me last year. Not only that, your 'arguing like a married couple' routine with Melvin really drove me crazy. Honestly, I was tired, wasn't thinking very clearly and felt very very jealous...whether you did it on purpose or not, I'll probably never find out. I don't have the heart to blame it on you or Melvin, not that he had any idea of what I was feeling at that time anyway. I'll never ever wish this on anyone but if you only know how much it hurts...
Certainly, who would have known I'll experience rejection so early in the year. To date, I've never been in a steady relationship with a girl nor have I ever received a 'direct' rejection. I don't mind not having been in a steady relationship but it's more of the latter that always annoys me. I've never had the so-called 'loose ends' tied up and I've always been left wondering where I had gone wrong and what could have been. Well, I suppose you've made yourself very clear that you are not interested in me...there's no hope in hanging on anymore I guess...

Project Makeover Cari Ann remains uncompleted. So far, only the skirt has been bought. Although we do have an idea of what we want for the top, nothing is concrete yet. The adventure continues next Sunday, stay tuned!

Happy Birthday Che Wei!!! It's Che Wei's Birthday today and although there wasn't any sort of celebration within our class, we did all wish him a Happy Birthday one by one before we left school. Hopefully he enjoys himself tonight with his friends in Orchard.

Nothing much to say about school I guess. There's a Electronic Comm. quiz tomorrow and I've got to prepare a summary for the project I am going to do for Innovation. The dreariness of school is slowly settling into our bodies again...such is the life of a student.

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