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Song of the moment: Firehouse - Here For You So you think that love is long overdue Tired of looking for someone to care Let me tell you now the choice is up to you But you know I will always be there I am here for you, always here for you When you're needin' someone to hold you Remember I told you I am here for you I am here for you Here For You by Firehouse Weariness...just got a minor alteration in my project requirements. Luckily it's nothing too major so not really affected there. However, I am still stuck at saving the XY coordinates into a text file using JAVA. Anyone who knows JAVA, please help. It'll be much appreciated. Also got my results back today. It was a miracle once again as I passed my maths (hopefully the last time I'll be doing it, but when Uni beckons...sigh). No As this semester sadly, I am a little disappointed at that. 1 B, 2 C+, 2 C (because of the screwed up question on my OODP, it should have been 1 more B), 1 D(maths...obviously) and a pass for my Semestral Project. Really pathethic huh? At least I maintained my 2.4 GPA however I am aiming to get 3.0 by the time I graduate. So, I'll somehow have to ace my final year project (which currently is an impossible task), impress my employers during my attachment and try to get a B+ average at least for my P5 next semester. I know there'll be people who will compare me with some of my other peers (You know who you are... Note: The only people who has the RIGHT to compare me with others will be my parents) but please don't. This may sound like an excuse, but you all know that this wasn't my 1st choice (4th choice, but I expect you all to know by now thanks to my constant complaining ;-P). Unlike other people who are ACTUALLY studying what they are interested in, I am already putting in quite a lot of effort compared to some of the other students in this course. Yeah yeah, you all will say that I am not trying my best. To be honest, sometimes you feel that it's not worth your best (especially when the only degree in Singapore which provides direct entry to 2nd year with my diploma is Electrical and Electronic Engineering of NTU, a.k.a triple E. My gosh, more maths! Argh!!). Really, I am TRYING. So please stop comparing! (PS: To be honest, I've kinda resigned myself to studying triple E after my NS. If I somehow get 3.5 for my GPA, I'll apply for Computer Science in NTU or whatever which I feel at that time would benefit AND interest me.) Ah yes, played pool on Sunday with KK and Mel. Then CA and her friend joined us a little later and they opened another table. I actually beat KK that day, but probably because he lacked the practice in Tekong. To put it simply, I don't see much change really. I wasn't ready, she probably wasn't either. I CANNOT honestly say that I've gotten over her yet (before you (yes, YOU) even THINK of saying anything about it, DON'T). It isn't as easy as Nat because it went a lot deeper. I was, is and probably will still be hurt when I get back. As one of my favorite author's wrote, "Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike". (Guess the book?) Sure, then one would ask, "How then should one really react?". I don't know the answer to that question. It's really up to the individual to find out for his or herself. Because, in the end you have to remember that it works both ways. How would you feel if you were in that position?
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Crossed one hurdle, but the race is long from over...

Song of the moment: Firehouse - Here For You

So you think that love is long overdue
Tired of looking for someone to care
Let me tell you now the choice is up to you
But you know I will always be there

I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin' someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you
I am here for you
Here For You by Firehouse

Weariness...just got a minor alteration in my project requirements. Luckily it's nothing too major so not really affected there. However, I am still stuck at saving the XY coordinates into a text file using JAVA. Anyone who knows JAVA, please help. It'll be much appreciated.

Also got my results back today. It was a miracle once again as I passed my maths (hopefully the last time I'll be doing it, but when Uni beckons...sigh). No As this semester sadly, I am a little disappointed at that. 1 B, 2 C+, 2 C (because of the screwed up question on my OODP, it should have been 1 more B), 1 D(maths...obviously) and a pass for my Semestral Project. Really pathethic huh? At least I maintained my 2.4 GPA however I am aiming to get 3.0 by the time I graduate. So, I'll somehow have to ace my final year project (which currently is an impossible task), impress my employers during my attachment and try to get a B+ average at least for my P5 next semester. I know there'll be people who will compare me with some of my other peers (You know who you are... Note: The only people who has the RIGHT to compare me with others will be my parents) but please don't. This may sound like an excuse, but you all know that this wasn't my 1st choice (4th choice, but I expect you all to know by now thanks to my constant complaining ;-P). Unlike other people who are ACTUALLY studying what they are interested in, I am already putting in quite a lot of effort compared to some of the other students in this course. Yeah yeah, you all will say that I am not trying my best. To be honest, sometimes you feel that it's not worth your best (especially when the only degree in Singapore which provides direct entry to 2nd year with my diploma is Electrical and Electronic Engineering of NTU, a.k.a triple E. My gosh, more maths! Argh!!). Really, I am TRYING. So please stop comparing!

(PS: To be honest, I've kinda resigned myself to studying triple E after my NS. If I somehow get 3.5 for my GPA, I'll apply for Computer Science in NTU or whatever which I feel at that time would benefit AND interest me.)

Ah yes, played pool on Sunday with KK and Mel. Then CA and her friend joined us a little later and they opened another table. I actually beat KK that day, but probably because he lacked the practice in Tekong.

To put it simply, I don't see much change really. I wasn't ready, she probably wasn't either. I CANNOT honestly say that I've gotten over her yet (before you (yes, YOU) even THINK of saying anything about it, DON'T). It isn't as easy as Nat because it went a lot deeper. I was, is and probably will still be hurt when I get back. As one of my favorite author's wrote, "Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike". (Guess the book?)
Sure, then one would ask, "How then should one really react?". I don't know the answer to that question. It's really up to the individual to find out for his or herself. Because, in the end you have to remember that it works both ways. How would you feel if you were in that position?

Designed and coded by CWYX.