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Monday, May 16, 2005
Letting go can be the hardest thing to do...
Song of the moment: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kasou
kurui zaita yoru ni nemurenu
tamashii no senritsu
yami ni ukabu hana
wa semete mono hanamuke
tadoritsuita owari
umarekawari no itami
nomikomareru tsuchi no naka de
musubareteitta yakusoku
shinda sekai
(On the night that blooms out of season
the melody of a restless soul
the flower floating in the darkness
my only parting gift.
It comes to an end at last
the pain of being reborn
in the earthen ground I swallow
the promise I'm bound to
a dead world)
Kasou by L'Arc~en~Ciel
Finally solved that stupid XY coordinates problem. Thanks to all those who tried to help me...
Was literally out of the house for most of the weekend. Met Keting and Jodi and later, Kris and Jon at Bugis on Saturday. KT and Jodi went to change their MP3 player at the TwinMOS office at Burlington Square. Jodi kind of frightened the receptionist there while she was complaining about the MP3 players (apparently, it was the 3rd time they were changing it...). Eventually they switched it with another model which was supposedly more stable. We also managed to trick Kris (who was meeting up with KT to get his iPod Shuffle back..), which was fun too ^_^ .
On Sunday, went back to HKMC for like the first time in one and a half months. Didn't really get the red carpet treatment I was expecting (;-P). To be honest, the only person who actually asked if I was coming back in the last two weeks was actually Auntie Lay Kim. Forgive me for saying this but I ALWAYS go for the personal touch. If there's a meeting, make the effort to call or SMS everyone involved. Don't rely on others to pass the message. Don't assume that everyone will get the message. NO ONE but ALK and Sin Eng actually asked about my experience in SKMC. Isn't anyone even remotely interested or have you just been reading my blog too much (well...if that's the case...)? Well, I kind of felt insulted. It's like no one really cares. All I really got from them was a "Oh...welcome back..." and that's it. Must I really stand in front of you and make you ask me how I have been for the past six weeks?
Maybe I am just too sensitive...
Moving on, I later met Jon, Kris and SJ at Orchard and (after much deliberation) we eventually went to help KT pass out fliers and checked out the new Limited Edition shop in Heeren. Later after dinner, we went to watch Kingdom of Heaven. Overall, it was a pretty decent show. While the plot may not be the most engaging, the development of the story and the action scenes were pretty good. The biggest twist of the night however, didn't come from the big screen. It came after the movie.
Guess who we met as we left the theatre...
Sorry if I am not the kind to pretend I didn't see anything. I believe there are certain things in life which you can't beat around the bush and this is one of them. I knew this was going to happen eventually and there are a few others I am sure that have considered at least the possibility of this happening. However, the real reason I am posting this up is because it inadvertendly's parallels with my own experiences right now. He had the courage to make that decision and I should too... Sometimes, the choice is tough and not everyone will like it...but in the end, you'll have to think about what's best for yourself. There are times when you already know the choice you are going to make but it's just whether you have the fortitude to follow up on your decision. Be it I choose SKMC or HKMC, I know I am going to disappoint someone. At the end of it all, there's no way everyone can be happy...
I myself know that Letting go can be the Hardest thing to do...I want to believe that I can make it happen, no matter how difficult the circumstances maybe...
But sometimes...only letting go can set you free...
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