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Tuesday, June 07, 2005


Show me my way...


Song of the moment: 五月天(Mayday) - 倔强(Jue Qiang)

当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己不行 如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅

最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方

(Suppose that this world and I are different, then that makes us different
To me, holding fast means once unyielding, ever more unyielding
If I were to compromise my principles or lie to myself
Others might forgive me, but I’d never forgive myself

The most perfect wish has got to be the craziest
I am my own god at the place where I live)
Jue Qiang by Mayday

Went to play Pool during school hours (Oh yes, horror of horrors, I actually played truant...) with Jon, SJ, Eric and Eugene at AMK. You know, it's the school's fault really. It's crazy, 8.30 am to 6pm stuck in that fishbowl. I mean, one can only maintain concentration for so long in a computer lab with next to no stimuli. Besides, I am stuck on one part of my project and I am still trying to find the error which is causing the warning messages to pop up when I compile the program. If anyone knows what in the world is 'deprecated API', oh please, do give me a call.
Anyway, back to Pool. Really got totaled by Eric in my first game. Lost to him by four (balls) and I CAN tell he let me off easy or as us chinese say "Shou xia liu qing". He's quite a few ways better than KK. Didn't play against Eugene but I could tell he's around KK's level. Lost to Jon by two and I only beat SJ by one. Quite an off form day for me, unless of course it's them getting better or me getting worse (cringes...).

I didn't go SKMC last Sunday and I won't be coming this Sunday too. I've agreed to help out at their Youth Camp for one of the games (Black Mask Assassin Game(?) a.k.a Cluedo-like game). I will be playing the part of one of the suspects (Itchy Fingers or something like that). Really hope to enjoy myself there...

Honestly, SKMC is more or less just like HKMC but maybe with a lot more passion and a different culture. I promised an answer by the end of this month and I'll keep to it. I am not looking for anything. Neither am I trying to make an excuse to support either side nor am I trying to run away from things that are. All I am doing is just trying to make an informed decision on where I'll go from here, to see if moving to SKMC will benefit me (spiritually or otherwise) or not. To you all 'spectators', it may seem an easy decision but it isn't. There are many factors which you don't know about that can affect which way I'll go...

I was also rather surprised to find anime fans in SKMC (cue Sambomaster's Seishun Kyosoukyoku). You don't know that I know but I know that you do like anime!!! (Grins) An obvious clue will be that their Youth Camp poster features Fifth Hokage's second disciple and everyone's favourite 'Fuzzy Eyebrows'. At least if I really decide to go, there will be some kind of common ground.

Might be watching "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" tomorrow if time and opportunity permits. Wish me luck!

Well, where do you want me to go?



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