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Wednesday, June 01, 2005


When fantasy seems so far away from reality...


Song of the moment: 五月天 (Mayday) - 孙悟空 (Sun Wu Kong)

齊天大聖是我 誰能奈何了我
但是我卻依然不小心 敗給了寂寞

如果要讓我活 讓我有希望的活(請給我快樂苦痛)
我從不怕愛錯 就怕沒愛過

如果能有一天 再一次重返光榮
記得找我 我的好朋友

(I am the great sage, no one can mess with me
But I was not careful and I've been defeated by loneliness

If I've got to live, let me live with hope (give me both joy and suffering)
I've never feared loving the wrong person, but I am afraid of never having loved at all

If one day you can return to seek glory once more
Remember to come find me, my good friend)
Sun Wu Kong by Mayday

Don't you sometimes wish that you can go to sleep and wake up to your fantasy world?

I have...

I am absolutely happy that this day is just about over. Had my week 6 presentation today. MJ went up to present first and I thought that he did quite well (well, looked like anyway, since I was watching from outside...). However, when he came out, he was complaining how Dr. Ching really 'shot' him left, right, center. It seems Dr. Ching really questioned the way he did his project, saying he was behind time and that he wasn't really interested in his presentation. When I went in, I didn't think it was that bad. Sure, he asked a couple of question about my project, and while I didn't blow him away with my answers, I thought I did an alright job. Surprisingly too, was that he didn't say that my project was behind time, considering that I am about on par with MJ. Maybe Dr. Ching kind of has a bad impression of MJ or something.

Saw Nat face to face for like the first time in weeks. She does seem to be doing alright, on the surface anyway. I know a little about the problems that they both have and while I am not really the one to comment having not been in a relationship myself, I really think you all should have a cool down period. It'll be better for both sides in the long run anyway...

On Sunday, Wan Mui brought us to Marchè for a lunch treat. I'll also take this opportunity to express my thanks to you. Let me give you a REALLY REALLY BIG THANK YOU for this treat! Had a bowl of Mushroom soup, Sirloin Steak, a can of Aloe Vera Juice and a Apple Strudel with Ice Cream dessert. Really enjoyed myself there.
Of course, everything has a sort of 'catch'. She wanted us to talk about what happened when we were away at SKMC and stuff like that. She started saying something like 'We shouldn't hop from Church to Church searching for something we want' or at least something to that meaning. I totally agree with her statement on this. However, I just feel that there are too many influences all around me that really affect the way I will eventually make my decision on whether to permanently move to SKMC or stay at HKMC. Why don't I just put you all together and let all of you argue over it? When you come to a decision then you can inform me.
I don't want to stay at Hakka just because of 'emotional attachment' neither do I want to move to SKMC just because of my parents. I know I shouldn't keep dragging but I really am at a loss of what to do next...

Tell me, is it just 'emotional attachment' or something more? What is it that you want from my future? I really need some guidance on this...please answer my prayers...

Sometimes, I wish it all didn't happen. I wish I didn't have to feel that way about you. I wish that everything was back to the way it was, before Christmas 2004. What can I do, when fantasy seems so far away from reality...?

...I wish I can wake up to my fantasy...



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