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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Moving on...but I keep looking back...

Song of the moment: Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel

I never thought I'd end up here
I never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong
Now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe I tried to beat this
Sick Cycle Carousel by Lifehouse

Into my second week of attachment, and sadly, its still more copying and binding. One of the group supervisor's, Alex, keeps telling us that he has something for us to do but since he's still busy with the training, he hasn't assigned us anything yet. Still, I am starting to get used to life at NCS so it ain't that bad.

Last friday's CG was at SKMC. The trip just seemed incredibly long and tiring, due to the fact that I was having a bout of flu at that time. Then, met my mom for dinner at Compass Point. The 'ban mian' there was pretty good though the noodles lacked elasticity. Made the trip to church on taxi with mom, since her CG was also near church. Jia Wei was the only one from my cell who was already there so we and a couple of the other youths there made small talk while waiting for people to come. One thing I definitely gained from this session of cell is that I FINALLY have most of the CG members' handphone numbers, which to me is a great achievement (LOL! I really have a strange way of looking at things, huh?). This friday's cell will be a cell-out, which basically means CG outing to those uninitiated. No definite plan as to what we'll be doing yet but Keith seemed interested in my 'watch a movie in church' idea so let's see how that goes.

I am finally at Chapter 8 of the Half-Blood Prince. Horace Slughorn has just been announced as Potion's Master and Snape has finally got what he always wanted, the post as Defence Against the Dark Arts professor. This essentially means more tough times for the threesome. Of course, due to some freak accident, I accidentally found out about this and a whole lot of other spoilers (including the most anticipated one, which major character dies in this book?) before hand thanks to a stupid article in the previous issue of TIME magazine. Damm it! Well, what's done can't be undone, unless I've got a Time-turner or something. Just have to remember, it's not the result which is exciting, it's always the process.

I feel so tired and weary of it all. I am moving on...but I keep looking back, hoping for something that probably won't happen. Everytime I look back, all I see is you doing the same, thinking of him. I am sick of this, feeling this way all the time. Let me move on... If one day you ever decide to forget about him and move on, just know that I'll always be there for you, no matter what.

PS: 11 days and counting down...need ideas, fast!

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