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And what I am is a man in a mask... Song of the moment: UVERworld - D-tecnoLife (Bleach 2nd OP) itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte kimi wo mitsuke dasu ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro (Will we lose it someday? I want to protect you and that disappearing smile The ringing voice that calls me dries out Even if it gets erased by the wind along time I will find you Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize) D-tecnoLife by UVERworld Finally, after quite sometime, I've actually updated my blog on time (within a week of the previous entry). Honestly, I am not particularly eager to blog about anything but i figure that if I drag things too long, I'll end up forgetting about the stuff which I want to put down in this blog. As usual let's go in chronological order. Last Saturday's FFW was quite interesting. Weiliang, Ken and Sandar shared about their experience during the previous FFW. It was really amazing to hear people talk about how they felt when they were being touched by the Holy Spirit. And suprisingly enough, I actually came forward during the altar call. If you all know me well enough, you'll probably know that I usually don't respond or come forward during the altar call. Not that I am shy or anything, it's just that you aren't really sure if it's really God speaking to you or just your own emotions. For me, everything just went on automatic last Saturday. I wasn't really focused during Pastor Lek's sermon but after that when the worship team started singing 'Consuming Fire', it really touched me and that's when I decided to step up during the altar call. I honestly didn't really have the urge to pray about anything. When Weiliang asked me what I wanted him to pray about, I just said the first thing that came to my heart, that I felt that I wasn't doing enough in the sight of God and that I wanted God to change my life. It really helped me in the sense that it was the first time I openly admitted that I was struggling in my walk with God. I've always felt that my problems were relatively miniscule compared to other people in the Youth but I've come to accept the fact that no matter how big or small your problems are, you can always turn to God. I really wanted to watch a movie on Sunday(or rather, I wanted to watch either V for Vendetta or Date Movie) so I purposely stayed back on Sunday to try and convince a few people that it was good to watch a movie on Sunday even though the prices they charge are ridiculously expensive on weekends. As you probably might have guessed, I ended up going somewhere else. In this case, I followed Jowell and Co. for an impromptu birthday celebration at Ajisen Ramen(yes, of all places...). After the eating(or for others, getting 'up close and personal' with their cake), Jowell and Co. went to play LAN while Angela, Jia Wei and myself ended up playing pool. For the trip home, I ended up 'escorting'(well, until Bishan anyway) Agnes home since Jowell had a curfew(You should have explained to your parents that you needed to escort her home...must be more 'nan zi han' next time, OK?). Since I didn't manage to catch a movie on Sunday, I finally watched one on Wednesday. Jia Wei and I went to watch 'V for Vandetta' at GV Bishan(Thanks for coming all the way down here...). The show was one of the best I've watched for quite sometime. However, while I find the title character, 'V', was really well presented by Hugo Weaving(FYI: He's 'Agent Smith' from Matrix), it was a little irritating in the beginning to find him speaking rapidly in Victorian English to Natalie Portman's character, Evey. Overall, a 4/5 stars for the show. Today came early to church to try and install some stuff into the computer. However, since I don't know the password which Tat Him set and I can't contact him since he's overseas, Bay will have to wait a little longer for 'Insanaquarium'. I also joined the Army Support Group today together with Andy, who's going in next week. During the 'sharing' period, I guess I got to know the 2 extremities of what BMT in Tekong would be like. While I am not particularly praying to get into a welfare company(well, maybe a little), I would want to be assigned to a place where I could grow stronger physically and spiritually. So, keep me in your prayers. Don't forget Andy, who's going into Tekong 8th of April. "Disdaining fortune with his brandished steel / Which smoked with bloody execution..." Quoting 'V' whose quoting from 'Macbeth'. Not in the sense that I seek out my own way instead of God's, but in the sense that I'll be able to reject the 'easy' path and go for the 'right' path instead. Of course, I still struggle with 'certain things'. Perhaps I am still trying to convince myself. That waiting is the right thing to do. Sometimes, I really don't know. It's just that at times, the fear of losing 'it' just never seems to fade. I still hope, I still pray that God will show me the right thing to do...
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Who is but the form following the function of what. And what I am is a man in a mask...

Song of the moment: UVERworld - D-tecnoLife (Bleach 2nd OP)

itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana
usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

(Will we lose it someday?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize)
D-tecnoLife by UVERworld

Finally, after quite sometime, I've actually updated my blog on time (within a week of the previous entry). Honestly, I am not particularly eager to blog about anything but i figure that if I drag things too long, I'll end up forgetting about the stuff which I want to put down in this blog.

As usual let's go in chronological order. Last Saturday's FFW was quite interesting. Weiliang, Ken and Sandar shared about their experience during the previous FFW. It was really amazing to hear people talk about how they felt when they were being touched by the Holy Spirit. And suprisingly enough, I actually came forward during the altar call. If you all know me well enough, you'll probably know that I usually don't respond or come forward during the altar call. Not that I am shy or anything, it's just that you aren't really sure if it's really God speaking to you or just your own emotions. For me, everything just went on automatic last Saturday. I wasn't really focused during Pastor Lek's sermon but after that when the worship team started singing 'Consuming Fire', it really touched me and that's when I decided to step up during the altar call.
I honestly didn't really have the urge to pray about anything. When Weiliang asked me what I wanted him to pray about, I just said the first thing that came to my heart, that I felt that I wasn't doing enough in the sight of God and that I wanted God to change my life. It really helped me in the sense that it was the first time I openly admitted that I was struggling in my walk with God. I've always felt that my problems were relatively miniscule compared to other people in the Youth but I've come to accept the fact that no matter how big or small your problems are, you can always turn to God.

I really wanted to watch a movie on Sunday(or rather, I wanted to watch either V for Vendetta or Date Movie) so I purposely stayed back on Sunday to try and convince a few people that it was good to watch a movie on Sunday even though the prices they charge are ridiculously expensive on weekends. As you probably might have guessed, I ended up going somewhere else. In this case, I followed Jowell and Co. for an impromptu birthday celebration at Ajisen Ramen(yes, of all places...). After the eating(or for others, getting 'up close and personal' with their cake), Jowell and Co. went to play LAN while Angela, Jia Wei and myself ended up playing pool. For the trip home, I ended up 'escorting'(well, until Bishan anyway) Agnes home since Jowell had a curfew(You should have explained to your parents that you needed to escort her home...must be more 'nan zi han' next time, OK?).

Since I didn't manage to catch a movie on Sunday, I finally watched one on Wednesday. Jia Wei and I went to watch 'V for Vandetta' at GV Bishan(Thanks for coming all the way down here...). The show was one of the best I've watched for quite sometime. However, while I find the title character, 'V', was really well presented by Hugo Weaving(FYI: He's 'Agent Smith' from Matrix), it was a little irritating in the beginning to find him speaking rapidly in Victorian English to Natalie Portman's character, Evey. Overall, a 4/5 stars for the show.

Today came early to church to try and install some stuff into the computer. However, since I don't know the password which Tat Him set and I can't contact him since he's overseas, Bay will have to wait a little longer for 'Insanaquarium'. I also joined the Army Support Group today together with Andy, who's going in next week. During the 'sharing' period, I guess I got to know the 2 extremities of what BMT in Tekong would be like. While I am not particularly praying to get into a welfare company(well, maybe a little), I would want to be assigned to a place where I could grow stronger physically and spiritually. So, keep me in your prayers. Don't forget Andy, who's going into Tekong 8th of April.

"Disdaining fortune with his brandished steel / Which smoked with bloody execution..." Quoting 'V' whose quoting from 'Macbeth'. Not in the sense that I seek out my own way instead of God's, but in the sense that I'll be able to reject the 'easy' path and go for the 'right' path instead.
Of course, I still struggle with 'certain things'. Perhaps I am still trying to convince myself. That waiting is the right thing to do. Sometimes, I really don't know. It's just that at times, the fear of losing 'it' just never seems to fade. I still hope, I still pray that God will show me the right thing to do...

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