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Monday, November 27, 2006


The Great Unknown


Song of the moment: Matt Redman - Dancing Generation

You mercy taught us how to dance
To celebrate with all we have
And we'll dance to thank You for mercy

Your glory taught us how to shout
To lift Your name in all the earth
And we'll shout to the praise of Your glory
Dancing Generation by Matt Redman

Slightly over a week into my new posting at 1AMB, Seletar Camp and we're all starting to get used to the simple/slacker lifestyle there. I try my best to make it as meaningful as possible by catching up on the things which I didn't have time to do before, like reading, watching old VCDs and maybe even a little fanfic writing if I ever feel up to it. The lack of PT there is really starting to get to me. Just a matter of time before I go back to being a zero-fighter. I guess I'll have to do some OTOT training.

Donated some of my life force (a.k.a Blood) after the CO parade at Ayer Rajah Camp last Friday. Wasn't a particularly pleasant experience for me. Felt a little bit on the weak and faint side after that. I doubt I'll be donating blood again. However, another half day off could be an influential factor when I make the decision in future...

Found out on Sunday that I'll be involved (together with Agnes, Jamie, Matthew and Sandar) in teaching the EBS/BCL classes for the Sec 1 and 2s next year. Admittedly, I am not a natural teacher of any sort neither am I the type who can control and discipline a class of any age but I'll take this as a learning experience, especially since I would want to continue serving in the Youth Ministry here in SKMC.

The same old feelings of doubt and apprehension are creeping up on me again. Am I overly concerned? Honestly, no. In a way, I guess I am a little worried about where all this will eventually lead to, being at my current age and all (Do I sound old?). Haha, maybe my biological clock has begun ticking...LOL! They say that I'll know when the time comes and I still do trust in that statement. It feels a lot easier now than before to put all this in God's hands and trust his timing. Till now, I still believe that she's the one. Any basis for this belief? None really, just a feeling I have in my heart about this. Still, God's divine plan for our lives will always be beyond our understanding. Maybe things will change, maybe not. Once again, only time will tell...



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